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PROLOGUE
FOREVER
They
say you never really get over it. That it will always burn a hole in
your broken soul. Something you can never get back. Something you
will never fully understand in regards to why
or how.
Well, I
couldn't have agreed more because it didn't matter how much I tried
to let go of the death of my parents, I was was still lost about it,
even three years later.
They
told me I should be strong and they'd pruned me do so but this day.
This one day, was never that emotionally amazing.
Andrew
thought everything could be solved with alcohol – I wasn't sure how
great of advice that was coming from my nineteen year old cousin but
I often took his recommendation without much thought.
However,
I was finding it extremely hard to listen to him. Drinking seemed
ridiculous, possibly irresponsible since I had practice in the
morning and well, my cousin was plastered. Which left me in charge of
him, only enhancing my general annoyance.
Drew
tripped up to my side and put his arm around my shoulders, “You've
been so quiet.”
“We
should go, Andrew.”
He looked displeased with the suggestion, “The point of tonight was to drink, Jim. You missed the memo... didn't you, mate?”
He looked displeased with the suggestion, “The point of tonight was to drink, Jim. You missed the memo... didn't you, mate?”
“I
had a drink...” I rolled my eyes at his buzzed up idiocy and looked
across the bar.
“I
just don't understand how my fifteen year old cousin constantly does
me out on maturity levels. Shouldn't you be off being hormonal?” He
laughed and a few other joined him.
I
smiled, “Hormonal? I have practice in the morning and I'm almost
sixteen.”
“Yes.”
Andrew droned, “And one day you'll go pro and life will be
complete. Relax, James.”
I
sighed, “Thank you, Drew.”
Andrew
turned away from me and I knew he was about done with me in her
drunken state.
I
crossed my arms across my chest as I looked to the pub doors. The
immediate feeling of magnetism hit my core and then there was the
source. There. Right there. Plain as day. There she was.
Expect
she was looking for something and it didn't appear to be me – even
though it felt like it should have been. Her green eyes flashed up
and down and across the pub as she moved into the crowd.
I lost
sight of her and moved forward involuntarily. My arms dropping to my
sides as I pursued the sweet smelling girl. Vanilla, spring dew and
pure intoxication. Fall to my knees intoxication. I could now prove
to my cousin I had hormones.
“James! Where are you going?”
I waved
my hand in the air to shut him up because really, all that mattered
was the vanilla-bird. I walked away into the crowd, pushing past
people as I looked for her.
My
mouth watered, her scent was unimaginable. I should have just ran the
opposite way but I was on a short leash now. Hugely entranced with
even the idea of her.
I
followed her aura to the back hall where the stuffy, stink ridden
washrooms mixed with the futile pheromones.
Then I
scanned the hall and moved forward, my eyes sweeping the pub.
My
impatience and quick flare-temper was getting the best of me. I
walked forward and my irritation got worse than I could have thought
possible.
“Where
the fuck is she!”
I spun
around and came face to face with her.
My
vision narrowed and my heart began to pound. Whatever was happening
was completely out of my control and I had a lot of composure
normally - which bothered my temper in conjunction.
I
stared down at her – studying her big green eyes, long dark hair
and perfect round hips.
She had
a curvy little figure which I could appreciate easily. Though my
fifteen – almost sixteen year old hormones would be quicker to
appreciate her.
She
wrinkled her pudgy little nose at me, “Umm...”
I
smiled at her, “Hello.”
She
stepped back, sneering, “Whatever...” Her voice was annoyed, it
made me want to conquer her more... on top of everything happening -
she had an american accent. I was in for it from my aunt and uncle on
this one.
She
tripped on her feet and I reached out to catch her. If I thought
scent was bad – touch was seemly death like.
She
stared up at me, looking a tad stunned.
That's
the face she could have when I fucked her senseless.
Her
chubby fingers gripped my forearms and it got worse. A lot worse.
I had
to force myself out of the new obsession with the girl. Talking
myself out of my sick thoughts involving her, things I could do to
her in particular.
My
heart pounded and I couldn't help the smirk crossing my lips,
infatuation with her had long since set in – which was odd. Very
odd.
She
threw her hands out, stepping away from me, “Don't touch me or I'll
kill you!”
I tried
to speak but she ran, dodging me accurately and disappearing. Now is
when sheer panic started in my core. I needed her. Oh, I needed her
so bad!
I knew
she'd booked it well out of the pub so I did the same and found her
about to cross the street. She dashed into the darkness.
“Hey!”
I snapped at her.
She
turned mid way across the street and stared at me.
Why are you following
me?
Her
voice echoed into my thoughts. My heart began to pound. I could hear
her which meant a lot worse things than I initially thought about
her. I didn't just like her for her looks and the challenge she
presented.
True
bond. What were the chances in that ever happening? I didn't
understand what it really meant and I'd only heard the term a handful
of times but I was surely feeling every imaginable ailment I'd ever
heard about it.
Why
does he look so fucking confused!
I
stared at her, my eyes widening. I closed my mind to her to keep her
from running again. A pair of headlights caught my attention and a
car flew past her, honking.
That
rightly pissed off every single side of me possible. I was already
feeling possessive over a girl I'd only met two minutes before.
“Shit!”
She screamed and tripped forward. I caught her though, moving fast
towards her. I wasn't sure if she'd catch on to me or not but she
wasn't acting right and I was beginning to think she wasn't what I
was.
She
didn't smell like a Lycan. She didn't move like one or have her
barrings together like she should.
She
just seemed like some confused silly girl. Never mind being an Elite.
My luck was shit and now I was completely invested in her.
“You
shouldn't stand in the street.” Yes, that was the best I could come
up with, I realized how ridiculous and presumptuous of me it seemed
but she apparently had no concept of danger. Which was another point
against her.
Once
again, shit luck came to mind. I became conflicted with a
pursuit on her.
“Thanks!”
She spun towards me out of my radiating arms, “Had no idea!”
She was
impulsive and easily ticked off. I was upset now about what the hell
she was, I couldn't figure it out but I'd ruled out all appropriate
options for what I was expected to achieve with a woman. Which was...
not good.
“What's
your problem!” She snapped at me.
I
raised an eyebrow and swallowed, “What isn't my problem?” Well, I
was surely hitting my sentences out of the park. Not.
“What!”
She creased her brow.
“What's
your name?” This was important information, though the biggest
piece of information was American. Bloody American!
She
rolled her eyes at me, “Don't have one.” The girl knew how to
upset me already, I hated getting a run around.
“Are
you sure about that?” I asked and noticed my shoulders were
squaring off in front of her. That was odd. I didn't want to
intimidate her but I did want to impress her – I was almost one
hundred percent sure that was not happening though.
She started to walk away
from me and I followed, taking a long glance at her behind as I did.
I liked asses. Asses were perfection and she'd be worth seeing naked
– eventually that was.
She spun back into me and
stumbled, her bright eyes shone brightly up at mine.
I wanted her to feel the
bond but I didn't think she was feeling a thing for me. Not a bloody
thing. That was a shame.
“I'm James.” I figured
the introduction had to happen at some point, even with her madness
towards me.
She made a face, “That's
nice.”
I tried not to laugh at
her. She was a difficult, impossible girl. I was appreciating the
challenge of her a lot more than I thought – normally bitch
would have came to mind.
“So, do you have a name
or do you not?” I asked.
She glanced away, looking a
bit uncomfortable so I stepped back to give her the space she might
of needed.
“Everyone has a name.”
She snapped at me.
I smiled, “Not everyone.”
She started to walk again
and I followed closely, there was not a chance in hell I was letting
her out of my sight. I was craving the little brunette to some
extreme level now.
“Are you visiting?” I
tried to talk to her again, knowing I was digging my stalker tendency
deep in her mind.
“Do you usually stalk
girls?”
Ah, there it was! She was
quick, made me like her a bit more.
“Actually, it's usually
the other way around.” My ego got the better of me on that one.
She quickened her pace and
I quickened mine, knowing this little thing wouldn't tire me. I was a
bloody football player after all. She had no idea what she was in
for.
“Are you going somewhere
in particular, love?” The nickname slipped my mouth, making me
shudder. My emotions were on a slippery slope – I was seeing this
now. I had to dial it in immediately.
“No!” She snapped, “I'm
looking for a demon.”
I paused, raising an
eyebrow. She's a bloody hunter, this isn't possible...
“A demon?” I played
dumb.
“I'm crazy.” She
snapped, looking up at me and I made sure her eyes met mine.
I smiled, “Cause' you're
looking for a demon?”
Her bottom lip parted from
her top and I swallowed – oh, fuck me.
“You're trying to ward me
off?” I questioned.
She shifted her weight,
“Technically.”
“Why would you want to do
that?” This didn't sound like me, none of what I was saying sounded
like me but I wanted her
to feel it. I wanted her to succumb to it, however I was unsure how
much the bond would affect her. So far it hadn't been on my side,
perhaps I was just delusional.
“Do you want to come back
to the pub for a bit?” Like a date I supposed. A date with my True
Bond? I was in serious crap.
However, she was beautiful
and even with the current situation taken out – I would loved to
have a piece of her but she likely wouldn't have given me it.
“No. I have things to
do...” She rambled off and looked away.
I took the opportunity to
approach her closely, “That's too bad.” I sounded like a total
pervert. Oh, I wanted her to come with me – in more ways than one.
I had to lose the crudeness to my vocabulary though. She wasn't going
to give into me if I kept it up.
“Yeah, too bad.” She
shot, “See you around.” She walked forward and I watched her do
so. My heart beat fast in my chest at her departure. She was
definitely what I thought she was.
“Do you want to walk
away?” No more foul mouth, I had to find the romance with her.
She stopped and turned to
me, “What?”
I kept my eyes locked on
hers, hoping she'd break to the pressure. She wanted to feel loved, I
saw this now. However, if she didn't break to the romance I could
provide, there was always the option of begging.
I wrinkled my nose at the
thought and quickly let the emotion fade. I wasn't the begging type.
“Do you really want to
walk away?” I repeated the question to her, I tried to wipe my
accent out for her but I hated doing that.
Yes! I want to walk away
from you... I think... not really.
I
smiled at her internal monologue, all of a sudden – I would have
done anything for her. I just hoped I wouldn't end up hurting her,
because I could see her composure breaking to me.
“Let's
try this again...” I held out my hand to her. I prayed with all my
soul I would not cause her undo pain. I hoped they would let me have
her but I knew what I was doing was wrong. I would hurt her in the
end, not because I wanted to but because what was happening was so
wrong.
I took
her hand in mine and sent a slow electric charge through her – I
just couldn't stop myself.
She
almost whimpered from our touch and I licked my lips at that sound,
thinking of how I could make her whimper more. Possibly underneath me
but I knew this girl was untouched and I liked that greatly, plus she
was younger. Maybe by a year or more...
“I'm
James Dray and you are?”
She
looked up at me, crumbling. Oh, I was screwed now... she was finally
breaking to my presence.
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